It's too easy to take yourself seriously when you're the only one looking at your thoughts.

Ah, I'm such a melodramatic. Apologies. I spend too much time with myself. I've been wanting to post something not depressing to make up for the last post. I don't think something like that could stay true forever (but maybe it's inevitable that something like that is true for everybody). In any case! I have been looking up!

Sigh. I shouldn't write while listening to music, because I can't really do much thinking while listening to music. But I'm in a musicful mood! It'd be a waste to let it pass.

BLAH. Why am I blogging? I don't like talking to myself. I don't really like when people read my blog either, because I'd prefer to explain my thoughts to each person. Sigh. Whatever. I'm doing well.

this is a sad post, in every sense of the word

I'm not who I project myself to be. Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I am, but I'm not. I kind of wish I was that projection. But only kind of. Otherwise, I'd take it seriously and I'd be a lot less pathetic.